SAD ='(

I wonder why you do not ever tell me anything about yourself..
I feel that I was know less things of you, u know this let me feel myself so failure?

Many times I cry for you, even now..
I keep think about all the things that we had happened, or just mine?
Crying for you all the days, SMS you all the days like a stupid, Waiting message from you when we had broken up..
All those memories are so profound in my mind..

I know that now you are very good to me, but i can't stop crying for the things that had past..
Everybody saying me why am I so stupid..
Although you had hurt me so deeply i can just ignore it..

Most of the times I just do not want show my sadness in front of you..
I just want be generous, but I fail..
Why am I so easy to trust anyone? Let you cheat me like a idiot ..

I am not blaming you now, but I just want to vent out my sadness..

Maybe somedays we break up, I will find people to punch or scold you =')
Do not blame me, you have to compensate me
This is what you OWE me.